Chapter 45: I’ll Have a Blue Christmas Without You

The boy is vexed that I haven’t seen Love Me Tender, so he takes me to Loew’s that evening. He whispers all the way through, pointing out what he wishes he’d done differently. “We could’ve watched this at home, and you could’ve talked as much as you liked,” I tell him. He looks surprised. “What?Continue reading “Chapter 45: I’ll Have a Blue Christmas Without You”

Chapter 44: God Only Knows

Turns out I’m a little more sensitive than I thought.Thank God for Johnny and his guys taking me out last night. Johnny sees things clearly; he’s thoughtful. We talked about Jerry Lee, “Killer,” as they call him, how wild he is, yet how much of a genius. “He’s like a rock ’n’ roll Mozart,” someoneContinue reading “Chapter 44: God Only Knows”

Chapter 43: Million Dollar Quartet

Jerry Lee is playing piano on the session. I chat with Marion, sweet and wonderful as ever, the voice of reason. We listen in. It’s going well until the doorbell rings, and in comes the boy, accompanied by a mature-looking woman with a brown updo. He hasn’t seen me yet, and I consider slipping outContinue reading “Chapter 43: Million Dollar Quartet”

Chapter 42: Anything That’s Part of You

Topper has been in Europe, visiting friends from school. He’s sent postcards from everywhere he’s passed through, Athens, the islands, Florence, the Cinque Terre, Monte Carlo, Nice, and Antibes. He writes that he’s happy to be back, and that he needs to see me in Pennsylvania.  Tilly’s gone abroad for the semester, studying Modern LanguagesContinue reading “Chapter 42: Anything That’s Part of You”

Chapter 41: I Want You, I Need You, I Love You

On the morning of my twenty-first birthday, I’m woken by the boy, eager to show me his present. He pulls me out of bed and drags me downstairs.“C’mon, you lazy thing!” he laughs, hauling me through the kitchen, where Miss Mary has laid out a proper birthday feast.“Morning, sunshine,” she greets, opening the back doorContinue reading “Chapter 41: I Want You, I Need You, I Love You”

Chapter 39: Summertime

The coursework is getting harder, so I’m being kept busy, and I can’t wait for summer to arrive. There are highlights, too. I go up to see Topper at Harvard when I can, and I visit Cornelia at Radcliffe as well. She’s found herself a boyfriend, a cute, scatterbrained boy with a soft heart andContinue reading “Chapter 39: Summertime”

Chapter 38: Trying to Get to You

Texas, 10 April 1956 Dear Birdsong, I’m flying around the country for personal appearances. I can’t begin to tell you about it, so I won’t! But I can promise you one thing: if you’re back with Miss Mary for your birthday this year, I will be too. I miss you, but you don’t seem toContinue reading “Chapter 38: Trying to Get to You”

Chapter 36: Mystery Train 

The boy is now a superstar. I can’t explain it. I’ve never experienced anything like it, nor, I believe, has America. It’s unnerving. It makes me nauseous. Sometimes, when it fully hits me, the realisation of it, I have what can only be described as a nervous breakdown: strange, weepy convulsions. “This can’t be goodContinue reading “Chapter 36: Mystery Train “

Chapter 35: Heartbreak Hotel 

We’re at a restaurant in the city with executives from the boy’s record label. His cousin is here too, the one who thinks I talk too much for a girl. Tilly has promised to drop by. When she does, I’m chatting with Scotty, DJ, and Bill while the boy works the room, charming all theContinue reading “Chapter 35: Heartbreak Hotel “